| My b-day is JULY 9TH! |
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I guess I haven't posted in awhile....too fucking bad. I've been busy but I don't wanna discuss it. I will say that I have the greatest friends though and I love them to death! I was in Florida for my cousin Robbie's taekwondo Jr. Olympics tournament. He kicked ass, literally. He got 5th out of the whole competition for hs age group, which was a lot of kids (trust me, I know, I had to sit and watch them all #$(*&%$(%&~&)...Anyways
I went to Adriana's b-day party Sunday night. It was awesome. Saw a lot of my friends there and I didn't realize how much I missed them till I saw them. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA AND ADRIANA! My birthday is tomorrow, YAY! I'll be 18! WOOHOO! Then I can go to the adult store legally, hehe
Too bad I'm fucking sick agan! I don't wanna be sick on my b-day. I'm not just talkin about a lttle bitty cold, I had like a 105 temp and I kept dreaming for the past 2 nights that I was in people's bedrooms talking to them and I kept opening my eyes and wonderng how got back into my own.....muy loco. The doctors think I am sick this time cause the "3rd boob" (that's there just for you Ray and Molly), my mediport thingy that gives me IV's is really nfected and if it doesn't clear up in 2 days or if it gets worse I have to go back into the hospital. DAMMIT! Ever have those days when you just wanna kick stuff? Well if I had the strength to lift anythng more than my arms I would definately be kicking.
I found somethng n my room the other day when I was gettng my keys to go to Adriana's house after I came back from Florida and it was really scary. I mean, n recent years I have come to accept that I'm not gonna live as long as my friends and I understand that, but it doesn't mean I am gonna live any less. And I found an envelope under some sweaters in my closet where I hid my keys cause they all fell down on top of me and it was in the inside of an old Senators jersey. Like, I couldn't remember what it was at first so I went to Adriana's and I opened it when I came home and I just sat there reading it over and over for like 2 hours. It was like so incredibly stunning you have no idea.
It was a will I had written when I was about 11 when I started to realize that I was gonna die sooner than other kids and that I was different. It was just little stuff in it but the stuff in it was important to me. I didn't really have many friends back then besides the kids in the neighborhood so you know how that goes but it was like
Abbie (Bob) got my sand creature Spot, my Polly Pockets house, and my teddy and blankies.
Jill Evrard got the White House we made together out of popsicle sticks. (She came over every Tuesday after school so we would work on it and when we were done we painted it with white shoe polish)
Jordan got my mommy and daddy (I swear to go that's what it said), and my baseball glove and butterfly net
Abby Rockmaker got this petrified easter egg we had died in 2nd grade and we were gonna share it but I ended up keepng it
And then it said I loved my mommy and daddy and my friends and that I didn't want to die but my mommy said I was going to
I mean, I was just like "OMG! I cannot believe I knew about this stuff when I was 11" And I just sat there and cried for the longest time. I remember now that that was the pont when I really felt like my childhood was over, actually, taken away from me. I burned the letter yesterday at like 3 in the morning and threw the ashes in the creek.
I have been thinking a lot about death lately. I keep thnking about how Josh died and how hard it was for him in the end and how much pain he was in. I'm glad he is in a better place now but I wish he had gotten his heart and lungs in tme and was still with us so I could tell him I loved him and I still do and he is such an inspiration for me cause he was strong through it all. I can't stop thinking about how Janna died either, but I hope t was peacfully n her sleep. I guess we'll never know and that will haunt me for the rest of my life and the fact that she mght have suffered tears me apart and make me wsh it was me who had died instead of her because there was no reason for her to die. There was nothing wrong with her and she had so much to offer the world. And plus, I don't want to suffer anymore. I hurt so much. No one knows. I would never think about killing myself cause I value life too much but damn, why does it have to suck so bad? And I mean, I already have an idea of how it will go for me and it's like long and drawn out and painful. I don't want that, that is just so scary to me. And what's gonna happen when it starts, I'm gonna know. I mean, I know I'll try to keep it from people as long as possible and try to enjoy my life as much as I can before it gets too hard for me to take 10 steps and not be able to catch my breath for an hour. I'm just so scared right now and I feel like had to grow up faster than everyone else but there are still experiences that I want to have and it scares me cause I know I don't have a lot of time to have those experiences, and I don;t want to be in anymore pain. I'm just glad I have such great friends to help me through stuff, I really love you guys.
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If I left would you miss me? Would you try to stop me from going? Would you care.....? Do you know how I really feel inside my heart? Do you know how much I hurt? Do you know how much I need somebody?
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| The guy didn't see our plate, we were goin waaaay too fast |
[04 Jun 2003|10:29pm] |
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Mwahahaha, I skipped graduation practice today. I was too tired and I didn't feel like going. Jordan got my tickets for me though cause Jordan is so cool. I LOVE YOU JORDAN...even when you don't do things for me and come over to my house just to eat my food! Ahh, so I slept in today and it was good. Then I picked Molly up from school and we went to Gabes to get hot clothes. I got a shirt and a belt. They're hot, but then agan, anything on me is hot. Me and Molly tried to call Tom cause we wanted to hang out w/ Tom, but he wasn't around. Haha So then we went to Kokomos w/ Ray and Andrew and Lisa and had a fun time. Some woman came up to me in the bathroom and told me her labia was swollen and it hurt to pee. I am scarred for life, honestly that was too much info! Just like Tracy telling me things about anal sex yesterday.....Enough of that. So after Kokomos we decided to go off road in Tracy's car. Haha, we ended up running from the authorites...pretty exciting but everyone had to pee except me so we had to stop at Weis Market and we played tricks on the employees. Fun times as always. So then I came home cause I wanna be ready for practice at the Fourm tomorrow. BLAH! O, I got a cute E-mail from Mike and I decded to post it cause it says some cool stuff.
If one day you feel like crying
Call me.
I don't promise that
I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away-
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to
stop...
But I can run with you.
If one day you don't want to
listen
to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.
But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Maybe I need you.
If I ever ignored you.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever made you feel bad or put you
down.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever thought I was bigger or better
than you.
I Luv You...
Don't ever forget that! Through bad times
and good,
I'll always be here for you.
I am Sorry...
For everything wrong I've ever done.
I'm writing this because what if tomorrow
never comes?
What if i never get to say good-bye or give a
u a BIG hug?
What if i never get to say I'm sorry or I
love you?
Because what if tomorrow never comes?
I LOVE YOU!
FRIENDS ALWAYS!!!
Yea, that's about it. I think you should all comment and tell me how much you love me and how much you wanna have sex w/ me! LOL!~~Lyssa
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| Boy, I love you but I swear you make me so mad sometimes..... |
[02 Jun 2003|10:13pm] |
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Yes, I am like the queens of the Stone Age and I WILL mount your head on my wall if you piss me off! Well, that is if I can find a place on my wall for such a big head....or I can find a wall big enough to put it on. But then again, I don't think the Great Wall of China has room for that ego.....Much love to all my friends!
Seriously, I don't know what's wrong w/ me. I love the boy but I don't want to. He doesn't deserve my love, but he'll always have it even if he doesn't want it and I don't want to give it. AHHH! I try to forget about him but he's always there and as mean as I want to be to him, I just can't cause it hurts me to do that to people I care about. Damn, I'm screwed
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| Do you want to be my boyfriend? No, how about my girlfriend? |
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Wow, hehe......It's been awhile I guess. Sorry to all my live journal fans. Well, I've been doin better. I was in the hospital for almost 2 weeks, and in the iintensive care w/ screaming kids for 3 days. We won't get into that now because it just pisses me off too much and I still can't get their shreaking out of my head. Thankyou to everyone who was there for me when I needed you and thankyou to those who prayed for me. I love you guys!
So, Danielle's B-day party was awesome. I got her a Sex card and a blue ball, o, and condoms. Enjoy! Hehe, I had a great time there and I am so happy I got to go! I also went to the arts fest, twice, because Brooke painted a huge giant horse head that took her 2 days to finish! I got magic dragons. Molly got a magic dragon too. I got mine to have sex so I will now have mini magic dragons! I played porno musc to them and showed them pics of naked lizards.....yea, anyways, it worked. Bakes the Magic Germanc (yes, Baker named him) and Zippo are gong to have mini magc dragons. Hmmm, well that's all about that.
School is over. Last day for Seniors was last tuesday. I got real lucky cause I have such awesome teachers and I got out of finals. I am totally done with High School FOREVER! YAY! All I have to do is go to Graduation practice for 3 days. Thursday is the big night, I'm so excited. I can't go on Senior week though because of the meds. I'm really bumed about that. :( Ah, o well. I'll hang out with all my underclassmen frends! They are all great.
I can't wait for summer. I still have no idea what I'll be doing. Maybe if I'm lucky, I'll get to do you. Actually, wait, what the hell am I saying. Maybe if YOU'RE lucky YOU'LL get to do ME. :-p Haha, I have a list, and don;t you wonder if you're on it. ;)
Well, there s a lot of drama goin on right now. It's not my buisness to post it but just so you know, to whom it may concern, I love you and I am always here for you. You will be OK and I'll make sure of it. Actually, I wanna say this to everyone, I love all you guys. Even if I may not act like it at times, I really do love you and I do care about you. I'll always be here for you if you need me and I'll always be your friend and help you out, even if it breaks my heart. Yea, if you ever need a friend, I'll be there. O, one more thing....you know what bothers me? People who get involved in something that is not their buisness. Yes, some of you may know what I'm talking about and feel the same way.
O, so today was fun. I slept for awhile and helped my mommy w/ something. Me and Molly hung out and had ice cream and McDonalds and we drove around and listened to the radio. It seemed that every place I passed was some place I had made out. The mountain, the church parking lot, a random parking lot, the giant...It was freaky and I didn't like it, so I stoped drving around. Lol. I took Molly home and went to visit Peter to retreive a picture. It was fun seeing him for 5 minutes and talking about stuff that broke on my car and yelling at people...and other things. But yea, Me and Molly are going to the Why're Friday to hear his band play and have a good old time (aka, makeout. Lol) Woo, OK, so after i took Molly home I was bored so I decided to go for a drive. I drove up and over the mountain, then up and over the next mountan, then I drove and drove. I didn't know I was driving on the private military road till it was too late. I stumbled upon one of Fort Indiantown Gap's back roads and I almost got shot....I was just driving along minding my own buisness and all of a sudden this army brat with this huge shotgun comes out of this little roadhouse thing and asks me for ID. And he was like "Miss, this is a fedral army training facility, you can't be driving around up here. You should turn around and go home." He tried to make it sound nce while he was pointing his gun at me! I freaked out...I was like "Please don;t shoot me!"...Yea, I drove home after that! That';s about it. I hope I will see some poeple at Open Mic Night Wednesday because me and Molly have some poetry to recte. :)
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| EEEEEEEEEE |
[16 May 2003|01:38pm] |
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I thought these were amusing....
LyssaBabeEleven: Damn IV pole won't shut the fuck up
LyssaBabeEleven: >:o
BakesTheGerman: haha
LyssaBabeEleven: It's like "beep, beep, i don't like you, beep beep, i'm fucking w/ your mind, beep, beep"
BakesTheGerman: kick it
BakesTheGerman: spit on it
LyssaBabeEleven: Lol
LyssaBabeEleven: Whoopsy.....
LyssaBabeEleven: DAMMIT@
BakesTheGerman: lol what
Auto response from LyssaBabeEleven: I BROKE IT!=-O
BakesTheGerman: fix it dumbshit!
BakesTheGerman: lol
BakesTheGerman: the nurses prolly cant wait to get u out
LyssaBabeEleven: Last fucking times I listen to you man.....
LyssaBabeEleven: :-P
BakesTheGerman: lol
LyssaBabeEleven: I kicked it and it flew across the room and started spazzing out
LyssaBabeEleven: :-\
BakesTheGerman: hahhahaha
LyssaBabeEleven: It was like "beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeeeeeeeeeeeep"
BakesTheGerman: haha
LyssaBabeEleven: And the nurse yelled at me
LyssaBabeEleven: And I blamed it on you
LyssaBabeEleven: :-)
Hannagal14: Lyssa...what did you do to get yourself in the hospital? ;-)
LyssaBabeEleven: Extreme sexual exhaustion
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| Come visit meeeeeee |
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Hospitals fucking suck, but friends visiting makes it all better! :D I've been at Hershey Hospital, 7th floor, room 7246 since Monday. I have a lung infection. The doctors fucking lied ot me and told me I could go home Friday, but now they say maybe not till next Tuesday.....damn them. No one lets youy sleep here. It's hard enough trying to fall asleep when you can't stop coughing and then it pisses me off when I finally get to sleep and they come in and wake me up and asking me if I need anything. It's like"Yes, I do need something, I need you to GET THE FUCK OUT! GODDAMMIT LET ME SLEEP!" Im so drugged up and I feel worse and worse every day. I hate this shit.....I'm done posting cause looking at the computer makes me sick.--Lyss
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Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck YOU! I cannot believe you....you know who you are! That was just so wrong and sorry won't help. I hate putting up w/ this shit and doing something just to get a reacton out of someone isn't right. I;m sotred.....
Quote of the day: "I wanna be friends....I just don't wanna hang out w/ you"
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >:O
A beautiful poem that Yelena wrote
eyes are shut half the time
but heart always working
nonstop, loving, living
hating, cursing, then forgiving
holding apologies back
every other time
never saying the right words
someone had to of hit rewind
i'm back to where i started at the very end of 2002
and it's funny how somehow i ended up here
still liking you
And yet another one of Jon Meyers' adventures: jmm834: i bought a french tickler from the machine in the men's room, opened it and put it on a smirinof ice bottle and then waved it around
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| WE MISSED TOM! And Tom missed some awesome hotdog tricks! |
[11 May 2003|12:44am] |
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So last night I went to see X-men 2 with Jenny. It was a pretty good movie and hadn't seen Jenny in a while so it was cool hanging out with her. I miss Traaaacy! She comes home tomorrow...YAY! Tonight was pretty fun! I went to Molly's house and saw a lot of poeple. :) Me and Molly and Adriana and Peter and Vanessa ate hotdogs and hamburgers. Peter can't cook hamburgers....he lost half of it on the grill mwahahaha. So then Phil came over and he and Adriana and I tried to kill the geese w/ the spatula....I was soooo close! Then some more people cam over, ddn't catch their naames but it was like 3 guys. Then Shiraki and Elliot came over, then Conor and Tribbs and Marlin. It was hot, we had a party goin. We went hot tubbin and listened to music, very fun. My hearing aide broke...grrrr. I have one word for someone out there, they know who they are: BACKSEAT!!! Next time....Hehehehehe. We missed Tom, we were waiting for him to come over and he never did...DAMN YOU TOM! YOU LEFT US HANGING! I left my CD at Molly's house, I have to go get that tomorrow cause I miss it already. I pantsed Eric, YAY....it was nice! Lol I looked at Prom pics w/ Shiraki and he got mad at me for commentng on one. I am however entitled to my opnion so I don't give a damn, deal with it. MARLIN WENT IN THE HOT TUB WITH HIS CLOTHES ON!!!!! I had to take him home wet and there was a huge puddle on my seat when he got out of the car. I had to take Conor and Adriana and Marlin home so we left around 10:45. I had a very very fun night. Too bad Katie couldn't come and Tom never showed up. :( We missed them. OMG! We had the best cake! I'm all about cake.....
Any comments on the hotdog tricks? LOL!~~Lyss
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| I have selectiive sight... |
[07 May 2003|11:23pm] |
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Hey hey, lots to talk about! So it hasn't been as boring as I thought it would be w/o Tracy. On Monday I went on the art field trip. That was, ummm, interestng to say the least. We left at 8 am...I got to the school at 7:56 so I parked illegally. I actually park illegally pretty much every day now cause I get there late. But there are only 13 days left, SCORE! Damn I got a lot of work to do. OK, so back to the art field trip, we left at 8 and we watched the STUPIDEST move ever!!!!! Never EVER watch "Howard the Duck"(or as I accidentally wrote in a text message "Howard the Fuck")!!! Not only does it have a stupid plot, but it's just wrong! Some human girl tries to fuck a duck...How terrible is that? We were all yellin at Mrs. Burton to turn it off, but by the time she did it was too late, we'd already been emotionally scarred. So we got to the Art Museum around 10:30 and I was cold so I got a cool FBI hoodie. We took a tour of the museum and then we were on our own. Me and Veronica and Melissa were followed around DC by a group of hicks from Iowa!!!!! It was insane! I swear, every corner we turned, there they were. It was pretty scary. I;m surprised they had all their teeth. So yea, that was weird and we finally lost them when we ran through some expo goin on. whew....the bus ride back was long and boring. I used all my film taking pics of guys, hehehe. I tried to sleep on the way home but I got nailed in the head w/ a bouncy ball so I figured that would stay awake to try to catch the person (Jerry) who threw it at my head. Then I went to the mall to get my chinese food and I was happy. Tuesday was uneventful, except for Santos w/ Brent. We stood in the parking lot and talked for 2 hours! It was insane! Brent is soooo funny! And he killed my hula man....:'( Poor lttle guy in now burried in a bucket in the parking lot by Santos.....visit him and pay your respects.....he is under his green grass skirt, all 4 pieces of him. Today was kinda fun. School was boring, but after that was cool. I went to the dcotor's and was there for a looooong time cause he was running an hour late and I had to get x-rays. BLAH! I hate having CF. O well....So after the doctor's I picked Eric up (he's such a cool guy!) and took him home. That car ride was full of laughs, I'm looking foward to more. Mwahahahaa....So after he got outta my car I drove home, straight into the big thunderstorm. It was frickin crazy drivng through that. It was nice though cause it cooled everything off. It was so humid today. That would be the perfect rain to make out in! I came home and found out that get to go to Florida w/ my cousins to see my little cousin Robbe, who's 7, compete in the national Jr. Olympic tae kwon do tournament. I am so excited! It's gonna be sooo much fun! I also found out that I am gonna be in Elle magazine! How cool is that?!?!?!? It's complicated to explain how I get to be in it, but it's so awesome! Hmmm, o, have another field trip tomorrow for Shakenspeare class. I get to go see "The Tempest" in Lancaster with people don;t really like. O well, it gets me outta school! I am also getting my wisdom teeth out next tuesday. Fuuuuun....I hope they give me good drugs. LOL! OK, that's about it. I'm excited for the weekend. Molly is havng food and hot tubbin at her house! Katie can't go. :'( We'll try to have funn w/o her, it might not be possible though. I am bringing my camera so I can take pics of the shirtless guys! :D
I figured something out today! You know how some people have selective hearing? Well, I have selective sight, I only see what I wanna see, and I see you naked!~~Lyss
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Hmmm...I haven't updated in like a week! Wow, sorry. Hehehe, OK, so a lot has happened. Last weekend was my little BBQ thing. It was pretty fun. Lisa, Adriana, Veronica, Molly, Kate, Conor, and Eric showed up. Tom, Will, and Donny were supposed to come but they waited outside my house for 10 min before they left cause they were scared to ring the doorbell because of "the woman n the red coat" walking into my house (my 19 year old sister Rebecca). LOL! They missed a good time. Marlin was also supposed to come but he went out w/ Andrew instead, *sniff sniff*. Not much went on in school that I can remember. I have an art feild trip(even though I don't take art, hehe) to DC tomorrow to visit the art museum. That'll be fun cause we don't have to even stay at the museum and we can go shopping or whatever. Mwahahaha....I am gonna get "accidentally" lost. We'll be home around 5:30. On Friday me and Ray went to Lancaster to get tan. Good thing "Fabio" didn't ask for my license. Then I found a place and got my nails done, which took awhile. O well, they looked nice and trh color matched my dress perfectly.
OK, so last night was Prom. It was great! I looked soooooo hot! If I figure out a way to post pics I will. But everyone came over around 4:30 (except for Tracy and BAD Andy, who were LATE!). Pictures were taken and half the people in the neighborhood came to look at us. I didn't know most of the people at my house, and my lawn kept tying to eat my shoe......Lol. It was me and Andrew, Tracy (who looked dead sexy) and Bad Andy, Marlin and Julia, and Kim and Jason. So then the limo picked us up at 5 and took us to Evan's house for food and more pics. Chessy, our driver, drove us around for like and hour before taking us to the Prom at the Holiday Inn. He was a cool guy. Prom was real nice. Kinda crowded but it gave it kind of a clubby feel. It was also very warm. The dinner was good, Tracy doesn't eat fast enough, and Andrew eats nicely. We sat w/ Jaime and Ben, Christine and Greg, and Tracy and Andy. Got pics taken and then danced. Dancing is fun, too bad someone's knees were hurting. :P We left Prom at 10:30 and went home to change. Tracy left early to go to Florida. BOOOO! A week w/o Ray....WHAT WILL I DO?!?!?! So I took Marlin and Andrew to Frendly's and we chilled there w/ people for a bit and then we wwent to Cindy's house. It was pretty boring. I drove Andrew home at 1 and then went back to Cindy's and got Marlin aaand we went on a mni road trip. We just drove around for like a loooong time. We drove through Newville (all 3 blocks of it), which is by Shippensburg, and then we went the other way and drove through Nowhere and scared ourselves w/ the story of the Jeepers Creepers movie.....That movie is fucking scary and that "town" reminded me of it. EEEEEE OK, so after we got out of the scary place we drove back towards home and we drove downtown for a little while and then parked and sat by the river till we got too cold. It was nice, I love the dark. Me and Mar got some good talking time, he was very good company. I must take another road trip! I came home around 5 and went to sleeeeeeep. Woke up at 2 and took a shower. Today I am going to frame pics and give them to people, after I take a nap. Thanx to everyone who made last night very enjoyable, and thanx to my great date and friends.~~Lyss
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Hey hey LJ fans! I'm back, and I'm ready for some.....yea, you know the rest! good night tonight. Me and Brent went to Jade and got some food, and Molly got dropped off but wouldn't eat any chinses food....she's missin out! So then we parted ways w/ Brent and went to Giant to get stuff for Peter. Molly got him flowers, and it's so weird, cause we got him THE SAME CARD! But at a different time.....freaky. So we were gonna get him a coloring book but decided not to. So we went to 3B's quick and then to see Peter play in WSS! IT WAS AWESOME! And there were some hot guys there. LOL! Yea, I got invited to Will's house, hot shit! So afterwards we hung out w/ Pete at McD, home to the smallest school cafeteria in PA. I went to the car, and Molly and Pete stole my fantasy and made out in the rain.....how hot is that? Tomorrow was supposed to be CD Stock, but it's cancelled cause of the rain....fuck that. I have to do something w/ my hair. And I am gonna fix up the tree house and make it into "Alyssa's loooove pad". Yea, BBQ tomorrow night! But if it rains, then it will just be "Have a giant party at Alyssa's house" night. All are invited! Hmm, that's all for now. O! WAIT! I MET JESUS TONGIHT! YES I DID, I EVEN HAVE PROOF! Me and Molly got our pics taken w/ him. Then we saw this sign that said "Jesus has risen" and we were like "Yea, that's true, we met him!". OK, I'm done now. Tell me that you love me!
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This week has been pretty decent. Not too much goin on, but I'm havin fun. My mommy got surgery on her knee this morning so I need to visit her soon, I am driving my sisters over when they get home. Aparently someone threw a book at me in English class while I was sleeping and it hit me.....I dunno, I was asleep so I didn't feel it. Hehe, Tim is so mean. Last night I went to the Why're w/ Molly to see Andrew play, he did very well, we were all proud of him. Kate couldn't come cause she had kickboxing. Me and Marlin spiced up Molly's cheese sticks (4 for $3.99) with lots of salt and pepper while she was getting a drink....Mwahahaha, fun times. This weekend will be fun. Friday night I am goin to see West Side Story (which Peter is in) w/ Molly, then Saturday I am seeing Anger Management w/ Danielle and maybe Tracy and whoever else is coming, then, I am having a big BBQ if it doesn't rain. Anyone who reads this is automatically invited so just comment that you wanna attend and if you need directions to my house, ask me. Yea, I want it to be big and fun. Prom is in 2 weeks, I just ordered some cute shoes, so now all I need to figure out is my hair, and my necklace. Decisions decisions.....I wanna look my best, any suggestions? Wait, I should just go naked.....no, nevermind. Hmmmm.....I have a lot of work to do still, so I better get workin or I won't fuckin graduate. That's about all for now. O! Tracy said the funniest thing today about the school's chicken. I was kinda tired when she said it so it took me awhile to process but it was like~
Tracy: It may look like chicken, but I don;t think it really is
Alyssa (15 seconds later): That's funny.....! I am putting that in my journal!
I dunno why that's so funny, but it was to me at the time. OK, that's all
Hold On~~Good Charlotte
This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're looking for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on~~That's a good song, I liike it a lot, it helps sometimes....
P.S. Tell me that you love me ;)
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A lot has happened in the past few days. Some good things, and some bad things. I guess most prolly know that I'm single again! O behave! ;) Actually, I'm not really that happy, but whatcha gonna do? There is nothing to be done, so I'll just move on, even though I am still taking Andrew to Prom and we're gonna have a damn good time cause we're still friends. I think everyone should go to his show Wednesday night at the Why're, support the band. Lol soooo....what else what else....? I had a tough weekend but it was fun. It was also our one day "spring break" (we got ripped off this year). Thursday night I went to dinner at Tracy's aunt's house....She has a dog named "McGoogle" that humped the other dog....all the time....McGoogle never stopped his bang-banging. LOL! So then yea, me and Ray went back to her house and watched Drumline, but I didn't stay for the entire thing cause I was tired. We drank a lot of "grape juice"...hehe. Friday wasn't really that exciting. I stayed home most of the day, drove around a bit, and went to see "Bulletproof Monk" with Jordan and his friends.....that was interesting. Horrible horrible movie, I hope no one has to sit through it. So, Saturday was pretty cool. I woke up late, the family went to NYC and left me alone for the rest of the weekend. I went to the mall w/ Jordan and met up w/ Tracy, Bad Andy, Greg, Christine, and Tracy's grandma! We walked around for awhile till we got bored then went back to my house. It was cool seein Abbie cause I haven't seen her in a long time. We did nothing at my house, but Bad Andy did get to the top of a tall tree, and had trouble getting out. We threw sticks at him. :D I decided I wanted to have a bbq before I went to Baker's party. So I picked up Molly, and went to Karns to get food. We tried to sneak Roxy in, but when the guy asked Molly if Roxy was a seeing eye dog, Molly said no...MOLlY! YOU RUINED IT! J/k, it was so funny! So we came home and I cooked a damn good dinner. I only destroyed one hamburger and dropped 2 hotdogs. LOL! Delonne came after dinner to see us throw hula hoops in the trees. Mwahahaha. Then, I got Molly and Tracy drizzed and we headed to Jake's house for Baker's b-day w/ the bestest card in the world! I'm not gonna talk about Jake's house. Yea, anyways, I just thought it was bad. Hehe, I left my phone there though out on the street so I had to go back and get it. I'm so forgetful, jeez, where did I put my brain? I forget little things like that. After Jakes I was supposed to sleep at Tracy's but I didn't cause I wanted to sleep late and sleep in my own bed even though it was lonely. Sunday I drove around after I woke up. I was supposed to go jeepin w/ Brent but my parents came home and told me I had to see someone about a lung transplant. Scary shit. I might talk about it later, but not in this post. Hmmm.....so, MONDAY! School was alright. We went to the Sara Lindenmuth for senior project. I was harassed by the little 7 year olds, it was terrible. They made fun of me cause I was in PJ's and had braces. The one girl was like "I've never seen a kid as old as you with braces", and I was about to say "I've never seen a kid as ugly as you" but I woulda gotten in big trouble and possibly failed my project....next time I'll just say I am grading her and that she better be nice or else she'll fail. That might work. Yup yup. Tongiht was the GOOD CHARLOTTE AND NEWFOUND GLORY CONCERT! IT ROCKED! SOOO GOOD! I was in the mosh pit. It was scary as anything. I was all cramped and getting banged around. I fell once and got stepped on a lot before this really nice guy pulled me out. Yea, scary. Then I got to the very front, like up against the barrier to the stage, to see Good Charlotte and Newfound Glory play. IT WAS AWESOME! Except there were these bitches there who wouldn't move over a little bit even though they coulda. I caught the Good Charlotte towel, but the fat girl next to me elbowed me in my face so I dropped it. I pinched the fat on her arm real hard and she was like "Did you just PINCH me?!?!?!" And I told her no, and that it was prolly the guy behind her. LOL! I was seriously about to fuck her up. I coulda taken her, I woulda squeezed her rolls or something. O! YES! I GOT THE GUITAR PICK FROM THE NEWFOUND GLORY GUY! I was sooo excited. There were all these people trying to get it from me but he handed it to me! Mwahaha, I feel so special. It is so cool, it's the pick he used to play the concert with. It's orange, how hot is that? And it says "NFG" on it. I love it. You can come to my house and see it. Lol I am gonna be so bruised up tomorrow morning, I dunno how I'll get outta bed. I better get goin now. O! Yea, after the concert I went to the Diner w/ ALL the girls and Greg. Hehe, I ate more than all of them combined, but there's nothign new with that. Goodnight!~~Lyss
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I can't describe how I feel...alone, sad, sick, heartbroken, take your pick. Everything has been going downhill for awhile now. I know that I hide it well too. I just don't want anyone to worry about me cause they have so much other stuff to worry about, and that's more important. I'm getting sick, I have been for like 2 weeks. I don;t want to get sick dammit! Every time I get sick, it takes longer for me to get better and I'm so scared that one day soon I'm not gonna get better and I'll just get worse and worse. I know it'll happen eventually, and I am sooo scared. I wasn't scared for awhile cause my life felt complete, but now there is this big hole. I'm never getting close to anyone again, I just end up getting hurt. I've accepted things though, and it's hard, reality is hard, life is hard, everything is hard. I guess I'll just go back to pretending everything is OK, and who knows, maybe I'll convince myself.
So if you go
You should know
It’s hard to just forget the past
So fast
It was good
It was bad but it was real and that’s
All you have
"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never."
"You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love."
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Hmmm......yea, lots of worrying goin on right about now. Things are weird, I dunno why, but I hope the get better soon. Lookin foward to the 3 day weekend aka "spring break". Left the sunroof in my car open last night so the whole inside got soaked and I was late for school, and my ass was wet when I stood up. Gotta clean my car.... Passover last night was terrible, I got sick, they tried to poison me. I am going to Tracy's tonight, YAY! We're gonna get drunk off the wine...Mwahahaha. Molly invited me to the Why're tonight but I can't go :( But I already made plans w/ Tracy so it's all good! I wonder if Marlin is having fun in FL.....me and Tracy are calling him tonight. I am calling a bunch of poeple tonight to wish them well and tell them I love them. Baker's b-day is Saturday....he is getting kidnapped, that's all I can say. That's it for now, I'll post later tonight. Love to all my dedicated LJ fans!
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I'm feelin really alone right now, and missin people. I dunno what's wrong w/ me, I'm just so depressed right now. I don;t think anything is goin how it's supposed to and everyone else just seems so happy except me. I need a hug or something, I need someone to be there for me. But the track meet w/ Molly was fun, and wet, and Molly got to see her boy Pete. I wish I got to see my boy, but he was busy sleeping. :( ....I found this poem in my files while I was looking for my project....
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
> > > > >
If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for more.
> > > > >
I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
> > > > >
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you KNOW I do.
> > > > >
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
> > > > >
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
> > > > >
There will always be another day
to say "I love you," and certainly there's
another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
> > > > >
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
> > > > >
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
> > > > >
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
> > > > >
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
I have so many regrets about not getting to say things to people before they died, like Josh and Janna. I don;t think they really knew how much I loved them, and I never got a chance to tell them....I still think about that every day and pray that they are safe wherever they are and that I love them more then they could imagine....I love everyone even though I might not act like it sometimes. I just want you all to know that, I LOVE YOU! I really do and never doubt that. ~~Lyss
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I filled out this incredibly long survey that I got from Molly's LJ.....Today was a bad day, but tomorrow will be better.
[ .001. ] first name: Alyssa
[ .002. ] middle name: Hillary
[ .003. ] last name: Kibler
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Lyss, Alberto, Calvin Klein, and there are prolly more that I just can’t think of right now
[ .005. ] gender: female
[ .006. ] age: 17
[ .007. ] birthday: 7/9/85, but the guy at the tanning place doesn’t know that so, shhhhhhh. Lol
[ .008. ] height: 5’1 ½ BABY! Can’t forget that 1/2
[ .009. ] hair color: Blonde and blonder
[ .010. ] eye color: Changes depending on my mood
[ .011. ] race: Caucasian
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Contacts
[ .013. ] do you have braces: Yea, till April 24!
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: Short, but growing
[ .015. ] where were you born: Danville PA
[ .016. ] current location: Good old HBG PA
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Cancer
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: English, Hebrew, some Spanish…YES, I’m multilingual!
[ .020. ] bad habits: He…hehe….ummm….nail biting, playing w/ people’s hair, putting lip gloss on…..
[ .021. ] piercing you have: 2 holes in each ear
[ .022. ] piercing you want: Belly button….I want it so bad that I tried to do it myself!
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: None
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: Something small on my hip
[ .025. ] today's date: 4/14/03
[ .026. ] the time: 9:30 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: I’ll prolly stop and finish tomorrow
[ .028. ] mother's name: Honi
[ .029. ] father's name: charles
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any:
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s):
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Rebecca, Brooke
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: Aunt Carol
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Roy
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: None. L
[ .036. ] worst relative: The screaming baby, or Julianne
[ .037. ] best relative: Jake or Jim
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Depends
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you? Not really….
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: YES!
[ .041. ] what are their names: Roxy, and Thang
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Roxy is a dog, and Thang is a hermit crab
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Unfortunately, but almost done! C/o 2003 baby!
[ .044. ] did you drop out: No
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: Ummm…let’s not go there
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 11th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 6-10th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs. Edmonds
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mr. “Do you have a note for that water bottle” McClure, and Mrs. “Your boobs are too big for the shirt you are wearing” Kluz
[ .050. ] favorite subject: History or Chemistry (even though CHEMISTRY IS THE DEBIL!)
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: English
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Not now, I used to
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Was a cheerleader, a damn good one too.
[ .055. ] were you popular: Yes, I am popular thank you very much. I love all my friends!
[ .056. ] favorite dance: Dance? OK, I guess pole dancing or ho dancing
[ .057. ] favorite memory: O man….there are so many! But Tracy would get mad if I don’t say, the one night at the beach. LOL!
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: Electric Slide or the one where you swing your partner round and round….
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: I have a few, mostly things that I regret not telling people and New Years….
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: When my parents believed that I did something I didn’t do….I was upset that they didn’t trust me
. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 12, 69
[ .062. ] clothing brand: Hmmm, lots. I don’t look at the brand names, I like what looks good on me
[ .063. ] shoes: My Saucony sneakers!
[ .064. ] saying: Here we go…”You know, you could poke somebody’s EYE out with that thing!”, “SOOOO HOT! Want to touch the heiny!” “I WANNA LICK YOU!”
[ .065. ] tv show: ER, Scrubs
[ .066. ] sport: Football, to play and watch….also horse-back riding, and maybe someday hot-asian riding. :-p
[ .067. ] vegetable: Lettuce?
[ .068. ] fruit: Bananas
[ .069. ] movie: Ace Ventura 2
[ .070. ] magazine: Cosmo
[ .071. ] actor: The guy who plays the evil janitor on Scrubs! SOOO FUNNY
[ .072. ] actress: Doesn’t matter
[ .073. ] candy: I like anything I can suck on….
[ .074. ] gum: Orbit
[ .075. ] scent: Anything fun…I like my Tommy Girl, but the best is……BORA BORA COLOGNE! Cologne smells so hot!
[ .076. ] candy bar: Snickers
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Cookie dough, vanilla
[ .078. ] color: Orange
[ .079. ] season: I like them all…Fall is beautiful, Winter is fun and I love the new snow on the trees and how it make everything so pretty, Summer is when everything happens, and Spring is the nicest weather
[ .080. ] holiday: Birthday
[ .081. ] band: Hmmmmm…I have a few….not sure at the moment though
[ .082. ] singer: MARLIN FOREMAN AND HIS LES MIS TUNES!
[ .083. ] group: Koji on the Roof baby!
[ .084. ] rapper: Nelly
[ .085. ] type of music: Anything really, except classical, and opera, and country…
[ .086. ] thing in your room: Pillows
[ .087. ] place to be: Outdoors on a nice day in the woods by myself just alone and thinking
[ .088. ] radio station: 92.1
[ .089. ] tv channel: Umm….I don’t rot my brain w/ that shit
[ .090. ] junk food: Caramel popcorn
[ .091. ] overall food: Italian
[ .092. ] store: Lots of them
[ .093. ] shoe brand: Saucony and Nike
[ .094. ] fast food: McDonalds
[ .095. ] restaurant: Wellllll…….Not sure. Maybe, I dunno
[ .096. ] shape: Triangle
[ .097. ] time of day: NIGHT
[ .098. ] country: Hmmmm….I guess a place where there isn’t a lot of people and lots of mice scenery
[ .099. ] state: Virginia
[ .100. ] boys name: Hunter
[ .101. ] girls name: Echo
[ .102. ] mall: KOP all the way!
[ .103. ] video game: The Lion King
[ .104. ] shampoo: Pantene Pro-V
[ .105. ] board game: The one where you lay down and they say “light as a feather, stiff as a board….” Does that count?
[ .106. ] computer game: Sim City or Pharoah
[ .107. ] car: BMW Z3 is hot, also my car! 2002 VW Jetta
[ .108. ] music video: The one w/ the drunk puppets!
[ .109. ] swear word: Hehehehehe….all of them..Whichever one best expresses my feelings at the moment
[ .110. ] word: COCK! That is the funniest word!
[ .111. ] month: May, July, or October
[ .112. ] cartoon character: The one w/ the braces
[ .113. ] scary movie: Bone Collector
[ .114. ] team: Team? What kind of team? I like teams
[ .115. ] possession: Cell phone
. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: Whitest black guy ever, or blackes white guy ever depending how you look at it…
[ .117. ] dog: Roxy
[ .118. ] hot: Andrew, SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX, Sex w/ Andrew…:-p
[ .119. ] Britney spears: Falsies
[ .120. ] Nsync: Homosexual
[ .121. ] real world: Big, sex
[ .122. ] orange: Soda, would be fun to lick off partner during sex
[ .123. ] choice: Yes, I choose SEX
[ .124. ] fuck: You, and SEX
[ .125. ] bisexual: transvestite
[ .126. ] black: 11 inches! ;) SEX
[ .127. ] icq: WTF?
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: SCARY ASS MOTHER F******
[ .129. ] linkin park: In the End
[ .130. ] jack: Rabbit
[ .131. ] rainbow: Gay pride, gay sex…bad thought
[ .132. ] cherry: Pop, SEX
[ .133. ] cucumber: Summer Catch (Anyone who’s seen that movie knows what I’m talking about!) SEX SEX SEX
[ .134. ] shark: You don’t necessarily have to out swim the shark, you just have to out swim the person swimming next to you….NOT SEX
[ .135. ] life house: SEX
[ .136. ] bat: FANGS!, not sex….
[ .137. ] leather: Hooker skirt, sex
[ .138. ] whip: Kinky, sex
[ .139. ] America: Freedom, and sex
[ .140. ] water: Sex
[ .141. ] volcano: Sex
. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Rap.
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: Rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: Rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: R&B
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&B
[ .152. ] Linkin park or limp Bizkit: Linkin Park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: Ummmm…..what kinda tool?
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Selens
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold, cause then you can find someone to warm you up
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: Spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: EWW, no!
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Garbage…..I think it would be fun to pop outta a trashcan and scare the garbage man….
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Angel is hot
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: basketball
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Winter Olympics
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding (even though I almost killed myself when I tried it)
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: Black
[ .170. ] orange or red: ORANGE
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Yellow
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Slipknot
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Pac Sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: Outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pen(is)
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff girls are frickin scary! Charlie’s Angels!
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Dino
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: The better one…..
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Whores, I mean WARS
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercing: Peircings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: A little of both
[ .185. ] slut or whore: Aren’t they the same…..?
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[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: YES!
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: On my boyfriend!
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: I love all my friends!
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Hmmmmm…..yes
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: Jesus, you’re a nosy little sucker aren’t ya? 5 pr 6 poeple
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Mike from camp
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: Too many to count
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: None
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: “It was the best of times, and the worst of times”
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: He is AMAZING! He’s smart, cute, funny, talented, cuddly, strong. He makes me feel safe and I luv everything about him!
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Yes, yes I do
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: I’d need permission for that
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Ummm….yes….I do
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: Maybe, I’ll think about it….if this super long survey doesn’t piss me off too much I will comply.
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Personality….I wouldn’t like an empty shell
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Sure
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yupperz
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: No
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: No
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: No
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: NO
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Fine
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Yea, that’s me
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Smirnoff is good. Nice and minty
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Well, if I ever drink again I would prefer liquor….
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: None
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Yea baby! Take a good look, there aren’t many of us left!
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some:
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[ .215. ] bungee jump: Yes
[ .216. ] sky dive: Yes
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yes
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Yes
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: Yes
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: Maybe
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: No, not unless they were done w/ him
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Hahaha, yea
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Yea
[ .225. ] run from the police: He…hehe…hehehehehe.
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Yes
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Maybe, depends if they were hot and I was getting paid and I was single.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: If I had the body to do it then hell yea!
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: Done it already
[ .230. ] streak: Mwahahaha, yea, and I bet you’re all dying to see that show
. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend: Tracy, Jordan
[ .232. ] known longest: Jordan
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Jenny, Christine, the 10th grade gang
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: My CD friends
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: Damn…..a lot
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Hmmmm…Jordan, but I still luv him!
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Tracy
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next
level': What is the “next level”?
[ .239. ] craziest: Ooo…..I’d have to say, besides me, Emily!
[ .240. ] loudest: Emily once again, and Tracy can be loud sometimes
[ .241. ] shyest: Jenny
[ .242. ] best hair: Tracy w/ her Herbal Essence commercial worth hair
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Tracy, Abbie
[ .244. ] best eyes: Kate, Andrew
[ .245. ] best body: OOO! Andrew, and Tracy has the best boobs
[ .246. ] most athletic: We’re all lazy bums….prolly Christine, or Jordan
[ .247. ] sex symbol: Me, myself, and I
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Tracy
[ .249. ] most impatient: Kara
[ .250. ] shortest: Me unfortunately
[ .251. ] tallest: Christine
[ .252. ] talented: Molly w/ her mad guitar and singing skills
[ .253. ] best singer: Andrew, Pete, and Marlin w. his Les Mis tunes
[ .254. ] skinniest: Jill
[ .255. ] nicest: They’re all nice
[ .256. ] best personality: Marlin’s personality is unique! I like them all
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: Jill
. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: Hmmm, yea
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Yes, a lot
[ .260. ] been to michigan: No
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: Yea, and NEVER again!
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: Nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: Yea
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: Yes
[ .265. ] stolen anything: Some food, and boxers from different guys
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Yes….you will pay for this…o yes you will…..
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: Yes
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: HAHAH! YES! SO MUCH FUN!
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: YEa
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Nah
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: On the cheek
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Summer of 2003 baby!
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: No goddammit
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yup yup
[ .276. ] been to another country: Nah
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yea
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Hehe, yup, but not because I was bad…the sticker on the plate expired
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: Hmmm, yea. Scary shit
[ .280. ] broke a law: Lol, too many to count. J/k but I think everyone does at some point
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: YEa
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No, but there are times when I wished I was dead
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Please, I invented that trick
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: Nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: Nope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let
someone eat it anyways: Eh, not that I can remember
. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: Homosexuals!
[ .288. ] about boy bands: Yucky
[ .289. ] about flag burning: Bad and wrong, and wrong and bad, and not right!
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: They’re doin a good job! Keep up the good work!
[ .291. ] about suicide: Horrible
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: I’m always right, that’s all there is to it!
[ .293. ] about abortion: Doesn’t matter to me, I’d get it done if I felt I had to though
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: I like it loud
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: I don’t like thinking that far ahead. Live in the moment
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Jeez, I think I want to stay friends w/ all my friends and make more
. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: Had a party at my house w/ lots of people, got a car, had good food, tried to break into the cooler w/ the alcohol in it
[ .298. ] yesterday: Went to Lancaster to get tan w/ Tracy, went to Bad Andy’s house and used a trampoline, had fun, got home in 30 min
[ .299. ] last weekend: Last weekend sucked, I don’t even wanna think about it
[ .300. ] christmas: Hannukah
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: : Dinner at my mom’s friend’s house….the goose was good, and the potatoes burned my esophagus
[ .302. ] new year's eve: Hehehe, hehehehehehe, New Years was baaaaaad. Anyone there will remember that…Never again….
[ .303. ] halloween: Gave out candy, trued to scare little kids, got some candy
[ .304. ] easter: Slept
[ .305. ] valentine's day: Went to see Les Mis w/ Marlin and Andrew
. : the last : .
[ .306. ] thing you ate: Caramel popcorn
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: Sweatpants and a tank top
[ .309. ] place you went: Not sure, drove around the mountain
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears
[ .311. ] person you saw: My dad
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Andrew, and it was good
[ .313. ] person you had sex with: In my dreams it was…..YOU!
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Tracy
[ .315. ] song you heard: Spend my Time-Koji on the Roof
. : Now : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Water
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: Nothing
[ .319. ] any shoes on: No, I never wear shoes unless I have to
[ .320. ] hair: A mess
[ .321. ] listening to: Koji on the Roof
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: Marlin
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: Yea, I will hunt you down and make you look at pics of my sister in a tutu
. : Yes or no : .
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: No
[ .325. ] do you like cows: I like to eat cows
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: I can be
[ .327. ] are you artistic: Yea
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: No
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: Very fast
[ .330. ] can you ski: YEs
[ .331. ] are you British: No
[ .332. ] do you want to spear Britney: YES! Who’s with me?!?!?!
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: Yea, all the time. :-p
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: YES! SUSAN POWER BARBIE! (aka shaved Barbie’s head)
[ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: Sure, I’ll eat a lot of things
[ .336. ] do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': YES YES YES! I mean, who sees dancing penguins and pink cats and playing cards w/ hands? I hate that movie….one of the scariest movies from my childhood
[ .337. ] are you straight: Yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: Yes
[ .339. ] are you fat: No
[ .340. ] are you skinny: I dunno, I hope not
[ .341. ] are you short: L Yes
[ .342. ] are you tall: Well, if I’m short, then I’m not tall…
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: Yea
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: Guilty
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: In the Wizard of Oz, which is also a scary movie!
[ .346. ] are you evil: Some people think so
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Yea, Mr. Sweger
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: Yea
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: No
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: Very much so, in fact, I have already started to plot against your life
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: NNNNNO
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: No
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: Hehehe
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: Nah
. : Random questions : .
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: A dolphin, or and eagle
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what
would it be: Starburst….maybe I could learn how to open them w/ my mouth
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: YES! The STARBURST ONE!
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: Color
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: Sometimes
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: Kinda sorta, depends how well they know me
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: Dying alone, being forgotten
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: Yee
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: YES!
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: NOOOOO
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: Grape Kool-aid is the bomb
[ .366. ] can you drive: Yup yup
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: Yea
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: No way!
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: Yea, all the time
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: I wish I could see someone…..
[ .371. ] any last words: I hope you enjoyed reading this stupid thing that took me 2 freakin hours to do! My hands are like asleep now
[ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: Sleep
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